Thursday, August 24, 2006
How Goes My Cigarette Status?
Well I have a half of a pack and another unopened one - this will last me through the weekend. I have some money coming to me and I am just visualizing in my head my going to the store and buying a carton - instead of just a few packs!
I notice people coming into the gas station (its where the cigarettes are the cheapest priced) buying a pack but this is not me. What's the since in buying a pack (only if that's all the money I have to spend) when I know that I will be in the next day! I usually smoke a pack a day and its more if I'm nervous (for example like being nervous about running out of cigarettes!) or if there is some crisis to be faced! So I'd rather buy the carton as opposed to buying a pack here and there. We really, really should get a discount if we buy a carton!
I notice people coming into the gas station (its where the cigarettes are the cheapest priced) buying a pack but this is not me. What's the since in buying a pack (only if that's all the money I have to spend) when I know that I will be in the next day! I usually smoke a pack a day and its more if I'm nervous (for example like being nervous about running out of cigarettes!) or if there is some crisis to be faced! So I'd rather buy the carton as opposed to buying a pack here and there. We really, really should get a discount if we buy a carton!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Things Are Going Very Well!
I have had enough money to buy me cigarettes for the last 3 weeks! Oh for joy! I am very, very grateful that this has been the case. In fact in celebration I'm smoking a cigarette now!
Without them I would be so crabby and angry and I probably wouldn't be at the computer, much less online. So I am very grateful and very happy. As a matter of fact I will be getting some more cigarettes tommorrow - Thank God I have enough money to do so!
Without them I would be so crabby and angry and I probably wouldn't be at the computer, much less online. So I am very grateful and very happy. As a matter of fact I will be getting some more cigarettes tommorrow - Thank God I have enough money to do so!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
For Joy - A Carton!
Actually the store didn't have a carton so I ended up getting 10 packs! I'm smoking a cigarette as I'm typing this now! It feels so good and I'm much more relaxed and calmer and ready to tackle the work that I have to do.
My World Makes Sense Once Again!
My World Makes Sense Once Again!
